mookapooklove:

Today I’ve started keeping my foreskin forced back. Going to try to do it for most of the day, every day, for the next… I’m not sure how long, to see if/how the head changes with exposure. And to give a potential taste of how it might feel like to be always exposed

I’m a girl who has a deep circumfetish. Completely against RIC as its individual’s choice. My bf is circumcised and for a while I kept my fetish to myself.

One night we started talking about dark fetishes that we’ve never told anyone else. He told me his and wanted to know mine. My body got shivery and sweaty, I shook, I was terrified to tell him. He asked me again in a serious tone which made me more scared, but he knew I had something. So I looked down almost in tears and I told him about my fetish.
“What?”
“Yeah…”
“Tell me why." 

 I told him about how much the scar turns me on, that his sexual organs being permanently exposed aroused me, and while I could never do harm to my own children nor do I support it, I sexualized it with him because it’s already been done. I told him how I fetishized the fact that he was strapped down with no choice and that he was vulnerable and that others got to see his glans before he got to himself. I told him how I love getting him off and watching his exposed hard cock throbbing with his sperm drilling down passed his scar. I told him how much it turns me on that he’s high and tight and that his frenulum is gutted. 

 He pulled out his cock and he told me,"Come here and lick my hard cut cock and do not go past my scar.” It made me wet instantly and felt relieved and confused as I wasn’t expecting this answer from him. He told me again, and I did so happily.

We both participate in each other’s dark fantasies. We’ve fallen deeper in love because of it. He wants to do foreskin restoration but now we both think we could pretend doing the act of circumcision with it too. I’m absolutely in love and I so happy that I submitted not just to him but to my darkest desires that I was ashamed of.

Definitely feels different. It’s much more intense. I think if it’s done the right way I come even quicker that way! A nice ‘O’ with thumb and finger rubbing over the ridge of my head certainly gets me there quickly.